inspiration, passion, lost?

It’s been hard to blog lately. 

 

It’s been hard to live lately.

 

Inspiration and passion, has it all been lost?

 

I am at a loss of what to do right now.

 

How selfish I have been, how selfish I have become.

 

I ask forgiveness, for the lack of ability.

 

To give to all of you what I know I’m called to give.

 

I am just having a hard time right now.

 

And this is my open heart before you.

 

Please do pray for my return.

 

Thank you all for reading, commenting, and hopefully enjoying A renewed revolution of hope. 

 

It has been hard for me to keep hope for a while.

 

The original thing that I wanted to give to you has seemed to have left me.

 

Yet, I know deep down it hasn’t gone away completely.

 

Keep the faith, friends, and always have hope!

 

Everything comes around.

 

As a circle always intersects its original start. 

 

 

Keep hope, keep faith, keep Love always.

pre-video blog post

So I sit here, doing nothing but getting wifi at the local library. I am such a theft! just kidding.

I love how I have to sit here for hours, doing nothing, just waiting to get a video uploaded to vimeo so I can post it for all of you! That is why I haven’t had the video up for you all until now, because my wifi at my house is down! Ugh.

But anyways, I am sitting here, blogging for no reason, waiting to give you all something I LOVE!

So let me explain about yesterday, as a pre-video blog post… 

John and I were supposed to finish up the interviewing for his australia video, but instead, we had a little fun, and he blew a tire. It made the day even better! If that makes any sense…

We sat around for hours, waiting on a phone call from his mom (the only one that could help — my phone was completely and utterly dead!) to help us. We must have walked 4 or 5 miles… to try and fix a tire, nothing worked! 

So we met this guy who was holding a Goody’s going out of business sign… John bought him some hot coca, and i gave him a cigarette, and we talked for like an hour. It was great! The guy was hilarious!

We ended up having a ton of fun, a day both of us said was the best ever. It was great. 

VIDEO TO COME!

 

Here some pictures from the past week:

 

new website/blog design!

So some awesome things are coming for me here soon. 

One in particular, I am getting a new website/blog design…

My friend Joel Goodman is designing a site for me (for an amazing price!), my blog, future business site, and other links as well… I am super excited!

Keep checking back here for the new design (and hopefully you will check more then just to see the design :))!!

-stephen 

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As for today and the funeral, it was one of the most sad things I’ve been too. 

The whole room was weeping; it was as if the floor was being filled with tears, and the thought of the life he lived, and that life that was lost, and all the people he loved dearly, was broken. 

I didn’t breath most of the time. The weeping was all you could hear, with a dead silence that was heart wrenching.

The room was filled with so many people, though! There had to be at least a hundred to two hundred people standing, and 2 hundred sitting… It was packed, you couldn’t even walk. 

That kid had a lot of people who loved him dearly, I’ve never seen so many people, and so many tears, in my life.